This is one converstion between two friends that met earch other through the BA foundation:
How you doing? We need to come up with something else to ask because I really do know how you are doing, the days change but the brain does not! I'm going to think of a different way to say Hi honey, is your day better then yesterday? lov ya
NO !!! it is not...... I have to go to the Neurologist tomorrow... I hate those appts. and cant handle another let down... you know that blank stare ? Like I dont know what to do with you, kind of look.... this guys an ass too, but he could get me in sooner than the I really needed to go to... did some more research on what my reports say about the lesions on my Brain.... and NOT good... I have one on my Brain stem..... OH BOO FRICKITY HOO !!!!! I am so sick of this roller coaster !
I just want it to end NOW !!!!! I just want it to end NOW !!!!!
I know I'll be up all night not being able to shut my Brain off.....
On your brain stem, o girl, if there is a god I wish he would stop and help you are leave you the fuck alone, you don't need anymore shit!
I can't even imagine what the hell you are going through, I'm close but not as, still you have been through the mill!
And my Neurologist just tells me that "I don't know what to do with you" I told him to shoot me please, he laughs...so fucking entertaining to you!
There really isn't anyone there that understand, you or what you are going through! A little selfish here, I'm crying for you, I want some good news for you...Its to much, way to much!
Boo Fucking who about Whitney, Wish I had the money...I would send you to the best hospital, with the best Real Real Doctors that know what is going on and can help you! Wish I could help you, thinking about you and praying for both of us to try to understand why??
I MEANT EVERYTHING I SAY TO YOU.....NOT A BUNCH OF WORDS...IT COMES FROM MY HEART...CARE FOR YOU LOTS....love your friend
